March 8, 2009

and i have no life!!!

well it's sunday and i am beginning to realize that my insomnia is really beginning to suck... no one's ever awake at 3 am when i'm bored, no one's ever willing to stay up all night by the beach, and everyone always sleep on weeknights!!! this is ridicules! everyone should be an insomniac so i don't have to suffer alone. how come everyone always has to sleep all the time. you all are LAME! anytime i want to spend time with my peeps they always have to be asleep or, even better, they pull an all nighter with me and then the next night when i don't have anything to do either they are all like "i'm tired from last night and i'm going to sleep right after i get home from school". come on people!!! try going on no sleep for 3 or 4 days and then catching a few z's (meaning 2 or 3 hours) and then being ready for no sleep again. come on!!!!

secondly... my birthday's coming up and, because it's a week night, no one wants to party with me all night. this pisses me off for two reasons.
1. i feel like i'm unloved deep down in the heart place (or as some of my friends call it, my "black hole" (think the thing in outer space)).
2. it makes me feel like i'm going to be alone on my birthday...

well if anyone decides to spend my birthday with me let me know and it will be much appreciated...

hugs n' kisses all!!

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