yo-ho yo-ho a dancers life for me!

well i'm back after a long break. i'm still recovering from winter ball and the fun time i had with my peeps afterward. Isla, Ami, and i went and dance the night away... but the dj SUCKED!! so we left early and hung with are peeps... lot of fun there... we got ready at my friends grandma's house and we couldn't have had more fun... well Isla could've (she was kinda stuck in a bathroom for and hour and 7 minutes while the rest of us were hanging... sorry Pookie!

so... what's the plan again??

it's mr.king's day... and i am so greatful for it. j is at the swearing in and is all ready for tomorrow. i'm super excited.

umm... weird!!!

so i had a dream the other night that i can't believe that i didn't tell you peeps... i had a dream i was sneaking out of my friend (Isla's) house and we were sneaking over her roof over to the bushes when i happened to look inside her sisters window right before we jumped... inside was her sister sleeping and a hobo sitting on her sisters floor and licking her sister's ipod touch. and the funny part was it was a scary dream. but the worst part of the dream was that her sister woke up at one point and saw the hobo (who was still licking her ipod) and she shrugged and rolled over.

dude... dawg... it's just not going my way...

so i'm suppose to be memorizing debate stuff (fun fun) but i've decided not to use my time wisely and instead use my time to text and write some stuff on here...
anyways... i finally lettered in debate!! yayayayayay!!!! so now i am officially a master debater!!! yay yay!!!! other than that i don't really have anything to inform yal about... oh i'm going down to st.paul to hang with my girl this summer so i'm looking forward to that... and i finally mastered making lemon marange pie... so beat that...

Really??

interesting day today... kinda on the boring side... i got like 3 hours of sleep last night and then spent the rest of the night on my facebook and reading a blog i was suppose to catch up on and review. it kinda sucked. well i'm going to go hang on the island tonight with my friends. looking forward to that. well i think i'm going to go... i'm at lunch currently so i don't have much time... more later!

"... and your ANGRY eyes, just in case."

i've had a fairly bad day. my mom took away my phone at 3 this morning because she thought i was talking on it when, in fact, i was watching a video that Isla and i made that day on my camera. i had a MAJOR emotional break down in the car this morning after i missed the bus (like so major that Daddy D had to pull over and keep me from hyperventilating too much and passing out like i normally do), i haven't seen my bf in like 3 weeks, my nail polish (which is green currently) is chipping even though i did it like 2 days ago, i have 2 debate cases to write, i have a 10 minute skit to memorize that i haven't even started on, i got no $$ for christmas so i have no $$ at all, i can't have a job during the year to make $$ so i have to ask the parental D's for it and they get mad because i "never have money and am always asking for it from them, even though they don't all allow me have a job. i'm really pissed, and i just want to curl up in a little ball, cry, not eat anything, sleep, and feel something (hell anything) other than pain and depression. i just want to wake up from this nasty nightmare that has become my life. i want the pain to be gone; the depression to end. i want to enjoy myself again. i need to see color, feel warmth, act happy. i guess all i want right now is someone to cry on and someone to hug me and tell me i'm wanted.

KA-BLAM!!!

i have a rant that i think most females will agree with. cramps are a bitch! and what makes them worse? not having chocolate! GRRR!!