why??

death always comes into my life in odd ways... and odd times. a week ago i was told that one of my closest friends had cancer but was responding well to treatment... this morning at 5 i got a call from her mom saying the doctors told her that she wasn't going to make it more than 2 days and that she had been in and out of a coma all day. so here's to you Arial! i'm sorry i wasn't there for you more than i was and that your time on earth is nearing it's end but if there is an internet in your invisible sky monsters house, i hope you know that i care about you. your 17 years here will always stick to us and losing you will be like losing part of ourselves though you will always be with me in my heart and dreams.

death does odd stuff to people...
and we react differently for every situation,
sometimes we're angry,
sometimes sad,
being depressed is normal too,
and eating more than normal is just a way
to fill our empty space.
being lonely happens too,
to the young
and the old
rich
and poor.
no one there to be with you
to fill the empty place you feel
or even ease the pain you feel