grawr!! grumpy and tired!!

after a school night of partying and only getting and hour of sleep... i'm totally tired out and grumpy as a bitch on christmas and i'm tired too... and to make matters worse i have to hang with random people after school for a bit...

Between debate, cell phone bills, romance novels, and shoes i'm broke!

Long time no... talk.
So as of right now the Double D Danie is broke! that's right... i have 50 cents until i find a job. i spent $75 on a cell bill, spent $20 on a weekend of debate food, $15 on two romance novels (i love pointless victorian era romance novels like a fat kid likes chocolate :), and got depressed on Sunday so i treated myself to a pair of heels (they're PINK!!) and spent $45 on them, leaving me with the amount given above (i'm too depressed to write it again).

so i think i should explain why i haven't written in a while... monday and tuesday (of last week) i chillaxed with two of my friends, wednesday i went to my friends house and didn't get back until late, thursday i went to Gram's house (my firends grandmother is basically my grandmother so i call her gram), friday i had debate cases to edit and barely made it to bed by 2 am saturday, which was the day i had my debate tournament i had to judge and didn't get back until midnight, so sunday i slept all day and did homework... so today i slept in with a barometer headache so here is my make-up blog... anywhozen... i need to eat so i'll talk to you people later in the weeks... night!

Hip-Hip.... HORRAY!!!!!!! It's Homecoming Day!!!!

good morning people who have decided to visit Double D Danie and her place of thought... today is the most exciting, important, and not to say crazy day of the year!! the Double D Danster gets to meet her governor today!! totally pumped!!! and then i'm going to homecoming!!! well i g2g eat breakfast so i'll talk later! bye!!

Fever = GRR

so it's like 12:10ish in the morning, so you're probably wondering why in the heck i'm making a blog entry (i should be at school, right?). the cause of this early blog entry is a crazy and unexpected fever. so my rant for the day is about pointless fevers that come on unexpectedly. 2 nights ago i felt like i could take over the world!! yesterday and today i thought the world was spinning more than it should! anyways i need some rest... and some dayquil. so long for now!!

F*** it!!

god i hate bad days... and i hate boys who make it worse!

why??

death always comes into my life in odd ways... and odd times. a week ago i was told that one of my closest friends had cancer but was responding well to treatment... this morning at 5 i got a call from her mom saying the doctors told her that she wasn't going to make it more than 2 days and that she had been in and out of a coma all day. so here's to you Arial! i'm sorry i wasn't there for you more than i was and that your time on earth is nearing it's end but if there is an internet in your invisible sky monsters house, i hope you know that i care about you. your 17 years here will always stick to us and losing you will be like losing part of ourselves though you will always be with me in my heart and dreams.

death does odd stuff to people...
and we react differently for every situation,
sometimes we're angry,
sometimes sad,
being depressed is normal too,
and eating more than normal is just a way
to fill our empty space.
being lonely happens too,
to the young
and the old
rich
and poor.
no one there to be with you
to fill the empty place you feel
or even ease the pain you feel